Morning!
I never used to post on the weekends, but I have to say that posting daily (or nearly daily) has been so helpful to me. I now understand what Sean Anderson means when he says his blog is his therapy. This blog has been that for me, and is, I think, the real difference between my current determination to lose weight and get healthy and all the attempts I’ve made in the past.
I had an interesting day yesterday, capped off by a HUGE dinner. Wait, wait, don’t freak out – I planned for it! I’ll back up a bit and explain.
You know how Beck allows/advocates having a small daily “treat” so that you never feel deprived of the things you love to eat? I decided to forego my daily treats this week and plan for a decadent meal out on Saturday. My brother-in-law is in town visiting, and on of my hubby’s favorite restaurants is the Icon Grill in downtown Seattle. The food there is amazing, but it is also extremely high in calories! So I budgeted 2,000 calories for dinner. Yes, you read that correctly – 2,000 calories for one meal!
I knew the meal would mean I’d see a gain this morning, partially from the calories and partially from the sodium that’s present in all restaurant food. I also knew I would be facing one of my biggest hurdles that I’ve struggled with in life before – getting back on track after a planned indulgence. Whether the indulgence in the past has been for one meal or a full week (vacation, maybe), I’ve always had such. a. hard. time. getting back to a healthy pattern of eating afterward. I need to overcome that. I need to practice getting back on track after an indulgence until it becomes easy.
So Saturday’s meal was a convenient time to indulge and practice, today, immediately getting back to my healthy choices. The meal was wonderful – we shared two appetizers (there were 4 of us): macaroni and cheese and artichoke gruyere dip. Mmm. The mac and cheese at the Icon Grill is one thing it’s famous for; here’s a photo:

I ate about 3/4 cup of the mac & cheese, and 3 tiny pieces of grilled bread with the artichoke/gruyere dip on top. I also had another piece of bread with a flavored butter from the bread basket.
I ordered filet of sole for dinner, and it came with sweet corn and cilantro mashed potatos and steamed broccoli. I ate 3/4 cup of the mashers, all the broccoli, and between 1/2 and 2/3 of the fish. The fish came with a lovely lemon butter sauce with actual chunks of lemon in it – beautiful bursts of flavor on the tongue!
The kicker was dessert – we split the following: icon’s Hot Fudge Sundae: Olympic Mountain Vanilla Bean ice cream in a cookie
bowl with icon’s cone of hot fudge sauce and your choice of toppings.
This is not like any sundae you have ever seen in your life! It comes in a huge bowl (slightly larger than a taco salad shell bowl) made of ice cream cone stuff. Like a huge waffle bowl, I guess. Easily 6 large scoops of ice cream, with a cone tower full of hot fudge sticking out of it. The server smothered the ice cream in the hot fudge and then asked us if we wanted slivered almonds, mini m&ms, chocolate chip cookie chunks, and whipped cream. Of course everyone said “yes!” to all four (nuts on the side please), and we proceeded with our pathetic attempt to eat that puppy.
I had about 1C of ice cream with the assorted toppings. It was great. I put my spoon down when I wanted to keep eating, because I knew the next few bites would be the difference between simply feeling full, and feeling nauseatingly full. And because leaving food you love behind is one of the things Beck asks you to practice.
So my day ended as planned, with a serious calorie splurge, but without me going crazy. And what’s even better is that I woke up with morning with NO QUESTION that I would go back to life as usual in terms of planning, tracking, and eating my normal healthy foods. Huh. That’s a pretty cool feeling, friends.
Here’s how my week ended nutritionally:
As you can see, my totals for 1/16 are extremely high*, and I’m planning a moderately low day (for me) today to compensate somewhat. I’m also staying away from all processed foods (which I usually do) and drinking plenty of water so I can flush some of the sodium from yesterday out of my system.
What do you all think? Am I rationalizing a bad choice? Is this something you might do? How might you have handled things differently? Do I suck as a weight loss blogger because I just posted all this information about a crazy, high-calorie meal I ate? If so, mea culpa and I’m sorry.
*Note: I overestimated on nearly everything I ate at dinner; I wanted to have as accurate as possible an idea of what I ate, and didn’t want to risk underestimating. It’ll all come out in the wash at the end of the week, I figure.
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